Who I Am

Lisa - A SAHM with not enough time and too many things to do, take care of, love, enjoy, yell at and snuggle. At least that is how it feels on any given day.

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M - my uber-supportive husband

A - my sensitive 4 year old son

O - my charming 2 year old son

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"I love people. I love my family, my children . . . but inside myself is a place where I live all alone and that's where you renew your springs that never dry up."
— Pearl S. Buck

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"“If you are going through hell, keep going.”
— Winston Churchill

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Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Buh-bye Nah

My baby is weaned and I am so terribly sad about the whole thing, despite the fact that it was mama-led and not baby-led. But there was little to no protest, so what does that say. I really think he would ask to nurse so that I would give him my undivided attention. So now, if he just gets the attention and snuggles he seems fine. I on the other hand feel like this whole part of my life is now over forever and I just want to weep. And I have wept. We are really seriously thinking no more babies, so that means no more nurslings. And that makes me sad.

18.5 months. Not bad, not bad at all. I think A was closer to 20 months and I was pregnant with O and I could not get him off the boob soon enough. The only tears shed then were tears of physical pain. I really could not imagine being pregnant now though, O still seems like such a baby to me and A has just always been a kid, I really don't think he was ever a baby! At least I still get to rock O to sleep and snuggle him to my heart's content.

This too shall pass and I know next week I will look at my big baby boy running around and wonder what I was thinking nursing that huge child! That is what happened with A, it passes all too fast.

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